So far everything is fine, been here for one full day, here's what I've done:
- caught up with friends; talking to them has been interesting, we were talking about how some of our classmates are and/or pregnant or married! 20s is genuinely a weird age, some people still need ask permission to go out aka me, some have actual families and some already have begun their careers.
- Played some cards and charades with siblings and a friend; it's a curious thing being here, never really minded- in fact I was really content with my dynamics with my friends, it was soft, supportive and sweet which is contrary to my friendships in Hamilton. Since being back, I have this weird feeling its neither negative nor positive, it just exists. - I won't lurk around those feelings though.
- SO far, my liberty hasn't been stripped away YET. but we'll see~
-I haven't baked while being here, which I should get to, they got a new ovenn! I shall experiment with new recipes as certain people don't like certain things (making it a little difficult, but it's okay, I guesssss).
- Went out to lunch, very enjoyable, I shall take y'all there when and if y'all come down to Taupo. The Pizza and the drinks there were the bombb!
-Weather has been nice but cold, ESPCIALLY IN THE EVENINGS. I don't know how i'll hike in this cold~
-Multiple church people have come to visit me while being home... This is the reason I dread being home, I have to paint a pretty face and close up my inner thoughts. They eagerly bust into my room to conversate with me, while I'M CLEARLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO TALK. I have to obviously prepare myself mentally for these people,,.
SO, I've officially booked my bus for the 28th! whoop whoop, I refuse to be here any longer than that~

"i miss hamilton" SO YOU MISS US? "it was soft, supportive and nice unlike my friendships in hamilton" SO YO UHATE US? i totally get that feeling of indifference, its a terrible emotion to have and i hate it.
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