My arrival :]

There's something odd about finding a home in a place you've known less longer than the actual place you grew up in. 

I write to y'all on the bus as it shakes with every movement across the road, the weather is foggy and unwelcoming. The type of weather you see in The Series of Unfortunate Events, maybe it's just because I'm very reluctant to go back home. The bus is packed full of various people, I've always found it fun to people watch on buses, making stories for people by just looking at what they're doing, carrying and look like. Doing this always slaps me with sonder, like the universe is so big and there's so many of us, it would be so selfish to think that we're the main characters; to our lives maybe, but to the entirety it simply cannot be.

So, I'm at the very back of the bus; there's a grandma to my left, she wears a green hoodie, a long denim skirt she wears this with black flats with what seems to be knee high black socks. she wears the typical grandma glasses. I'm pretty sure she's Korean by looking at her habits and mannerism - she has her bag in between us with her puffer jacket folded on top. Here's my story for her: She's traveling to Hawke's Bay to see more of the country, to fully see the views and fields of different farms. She's meeting her group of friends there; this was a planned trip, they planned this trip since they were in high school - to travel together however, their families and work got in the way, now they're all old and have money they decided to finally travel. New Zealand is only one out of their many destinations. They plan to travel to fully embrace slow and quieter side of life. 

Anyways, I'm currently listening to a fun playlist not owned by me hehe: YALL SHOULD GUESS WHO!

This playlist reminds me of my own; a little sad, fun, pop, funky and musical Esque. But it's all very different to mine as well. Probably just gave it away but still guess :)

Maybe, ill write a blog about it, im quite enjoying myself right now hehe.

As I sit with my thoughts, I cannot help but think about how y'all perceive me. Do you think I'm judgmental or just very analytical, I say this because I asked for a playlist from someone and they didn't feel okay, from my assumptions. I don't want to be perceived that way. yes, I analyze ALOT but it's not anything negative, it's just my way to get to know someone~ I'm just really awkward and very pushy when I ask questions.. cause once I start asking questions... they kind of start shooting out :) ANYWAYSSSSSS~ I have arrived, its freezing I have friend picking me up from the station, its weird to play catch up with her, I never had to before this year. ughhhh I already hate my twenties- in one of these blogs I'm gonna write everything I hate about being 20!